Went to fyf, it was fucking awesome. Phoenix, blood brothers, haim, blood orange, flying lotus, y mucho mas. Super good, plus just hangin wiv ma bros back in my hometown just felt really good. Also, we randomly saw Brian Lee O’Malley in a bookstore in little Tokyo. My friend got his autograph, I didn’t say anything to him because it just felt too awkward.
Um, about that girl I mentioned a while ago, I talked to her, made my interest known, and surprisingly she was very receptive to my interest, and that’s all I’m going to say about that for now.
I was sitting in the break room at work at a table by myself, and one of the new girls comes and asks if I minded if she sat at my table. There were several other empty tables, and she didn’t have food, so I feel like she just wanted to talk to me, so I talked to her, she was nice, and very pretty. Am I interpreting this situation correctly? Of all the places to sit there were closer places to the door at empty tables if she just wanted a place to sit. I don’t know dudes, I guess I’ll just keep talking to her and see what happens. I don’t want to sound braggy but I’ve been receiving a lot of nice attention lately and it’s making me feel good about myself. It’s a very strange turn of events.
1. So at training today we had to introduce ourselves to a new supervisor and when I said my name she remarked that she always notices me around because I look like I was on the cover of teen vogue, and someone else commented that I look like I used to be a model before I worked there. I struck a pose of course. My ego needed that, I’ve been feeling very unconfident lately so it was nice to get that piece of validation.
2. I talked to that pretty lady again.
3. We took a final test in training that apparently was notoriously hard and I got the highest score. I’m smart as hell y’all.
1. Lunch was pretty good, had these jalapeno cream cheese taquitos, a chocolate donut, and a caramel macchiato I bought with a Starbucks gift card I won at work.
2. This pretty lady initiated a conversation with me, and then I saw her again later and she gave me like a sexy look. She smiled and looked down to my feet then all the way back up to my eyes. So, I feel like maybe she might be sorta into me possibly. I think. Nah, probably not, I’m stupid, why would she be into me? Nevermind.
3. Someone was super rude to me and I totally got revenge on them and tupac is totally right about how sweet the joy is.
Because I look so young for my age people often ask me if I get carded, and the answer is no, because it never is necessary, and then comes a line of questioning that makes them think I’m the most boring person on earth.
Do you drink?
I don’t like it.
Don’t you go out to clubs?
It’s just… not my type of scene.
What’s the craziest thing you’ve ever done?
Crazy? Uh, I can’t think of anything crazy, there’s nothing crazy I care to do really.
Have you ever done drugs?
Not even weed?
Didn’t really appeal to me I guess.
Weren’t you ever curious?
Not really, I was more preoccupied with like comics and books and stuff when I was a teen. And my friends were all nerds so it’s not like there was any peer pressure.
What do you do for fun?
Uh, I like comedy, I see stand up and improv sometimes.
Ooh, what comedians?
(then I list a bunch of comedians they’ve never heard of)
You don’t see any famous comedians?
Well, they’re famous if you like comedy.
(I explain improv)
Hm, you never go to the strip or see any of the Vegas shows?
You don’t drink or smoke, are you Mormon?
No, I’m not Mormon.
So you must play video games.
Don’t you get bored!?
Not really, I draw and write, and there’s lots of good stuff on tv, and I read a lot…
So you’re just a boring person?
That’s more or less a real conversation I’ve had more than once, and yes people really do call me boring right to my face. I prefer to think of myself as more chill than boring, I’m just a very chill dude.
Would you rather date a girl that is super hot but incredibly stupid, or a girl who you aren't attracted to at all, but is really smart and you have everything in common with?
Nice try. The hot girl would sit on the unattractive girl’s shoulders and they’d wear a long trenchcoat and the smart girl would talk while the hot girl moved her lips, and we’d get married polygamy style. Problem solved.
For like the maybe 2 or 3 people who may have missed me, the reason I hadn’t posted in days was because I was out in nature camping and being very rugged and manly. It was great, I love nature and I grew up camping like all the time, it had been years and I missed it a lot and I feel like I needed it. I don’t want to sound all new-agey and hippie-dippie but I feel like I got back in touch with myself. Like I’ve been so focused on just trying to get by, and stressing out about every possible aspect of my life, so it was good just to get away from everything, and I was with my dad who imparted a lot of manly wisdom unto me.
I’ll talk more about it later and share some pictures later of course.
my boyfriend of only a couple months broke up with me recently but i still want to try and make things work, would it be a faux pas to text him and tell him i miss him? this is the first relationship ive been in and it is all very confusing
I don’t speak French and I don’t know the circumstances of him breaking up with you, and it’s totally natural after being dumped to miss them and want to work it out, but personally I feel like… I’d rather be alone than be with someone I had to convince to be with me. If someone doesn’t want me anymore I’m moving on because I want to feel prized and coveted and anything less than that is just not enough. I feel like if I have to beg and grovel there’s an imbalance there and it’s probably going to fail all over again eventually, I think relationships work best when someone wants you as much as you want them.
That’s just my gut feeling on this subject in general and food for thought, I can’t say what you should or shouldn’t do, that’s not my place and I don’t even know all the nuances of who you two are and what you share, so what the fuck do I know, right? If you want to send them a text that could very well be the right thing, maybe he made a mistake and you two will get married a year from now and be on an episode of Property Brothers buying and renovating a home together, I don’t know.